I can't believe I'm cramming yet again. But what else is new, right? I'll have the next few months to sleep anyway. Two more weeks, two more weeks.

We won. Second place isn't so bad, I keep telling myself - because it isn't! Right? But how come I get this sick feeling in my stomach whenever we get compared to the first place winners? It didn't help that my parents & my brother , when I approached them after the show, showered that group with praises and didn't even congratulate us. Thanks anyway, at least you watched.

I'm getting lazier and lazier and I don't understand why exactly. I've all the motivation in the world to dance and write but never to do anything related to school. WHY!? Augh. It can get frustrating sometimes. I mean, come on, who rushes a test just so she can meet the call time for a competition? What do I get in the test? A friggin' 26 out of 40. What the hell. I disappoint myself sometimes. Oh, and it was supposed to be an easy test, too. It's hard when you study the wrong things though.

My main concerns tonight, this morning, whatever, are my thesis, tomorrow's oh-so-interesting group discussion (notice my sarcasm) and Saturday's concert. I'm tired and my brain is really fried, but what can I do? I downed a lot of Coke and Sarsi tonight. Hello, belly - but at least I'll be awake for awhile. Marathon!

I read this somewhere: "LJ is the new Friendster." It was meant as a joke, but you know what, everyone is starting to get LJs. I remember two years ago when I stalked Mika and Cile's LJs. Ha. Memorized all those addresses `til Jen took pity on me and got me a code. I can't believe I chronicled two years (and more out of LJ!) of my life online.