I think I'm getting too lazy for my own good. I care more about my extra curricular concerns than my academics (read: thesis). This scares me, because in about a month, I'm supposed to be DONE with college and marching down some aisle in the University. Why be complacent now? Augh. I hate myself for not caring. This is the third night I'm going to attempt to revise my thesis - for defense. The previous night, I fell asleep while trying to edit my thesis. So now, I plopped myself onto the computer chair (which is actually a very uncomfortable Mono Bloc) to make sure I don't fall asleep. But what am I doing? I'm updating this journal. Geezus.

Actually, I'm really really excited for ELEVATE and our concert. Maybe that's why I feel like everything else has to take a backseat. Which when I think about now, doesn't seem to be practical. I should get my academic stuff in order before I even care about my dancing. Ugh. So yes, tonight I will fix my thesis and possibly start revising my short story for Children's Lit. And then, maybe I can find time to work on two papers and research for a group discussion happening next Thursday. I can do this. Will. Power.